18 February 2008

In Corridors Of Time


When you leaned over and touched me on the arm
it was as if my arm needed to be touched
in that way, at exactly that time.
- Edward Hirsch




Everything was deceptively simple. You took a bottle of beer and waved me over. I believe it was The Simpsons that got us going. I remember touching your shirt. I thought I was being very clever. I didn't recognize the evening as a precursor to anything. The hours were there anyway, factual and artless. I was thinking of tom-toms chanting through the jungle, an arrow whistling its passage through the trees. I was thinking of how dizzy I was. In my mind, your face and the streetlamps and the chuckling moon were all one and the same.

Even if I'd consulted a colony of fortune-tellers, none of them would have guessed.

I did not think the evening as a precursor to anything. The hours were there anyway, factual and artless.

I thought you had the loveliest hands I'd ever seen. I panicked when you smiled. I wanted to know what was happening, but the hours were greedy with their secret. They just wouldn't let on.

I would like to say something about gratitude or redemption. I want to be fluid with expression, I want the words to calve precisely from the hulking, speechless concept.

I don't think I'm very successful at it. Also:

I don't know of a story more beautiful than ours.

Hi, Jose.